I watch the stars crash into the sea;
the wait is over, OP is finally done. we screwed up big time and got drilled pretty badly. i was trying so hard to hold back my tears in class but after the presentation, me and Mira just had to get away from everything, sat ourselves down and watched each other cry. and at that moment, i was thinking to myself how unfair it was to be treated the way we did, after working so hard. i couldnt think of any reasons as to why our group had to bomb. and then i just started to blame everyone, bringing up each other's flaws and rambling on and on about it. in my mind, i sounded like a broken recorder but i was upset and i didnt want to care about anyone but myself. selfish, i know.
but now, i hate myself for it. i realized that every one of my group members put equal effort into the project and we did work hard for the presentation even if the marks that will be given to us wont reflect that. we know for ourselves that we did. i got to work with people i never in a million years thought i could work with. we argued, we bitched, we got on each other's nerves but all that dont matter anymore because we pulled through.
when i was on the verge of bursting into tears in the middle of our presentation, Yu Qing held my hands in comfort and when i apologized to Hui Yu for screwing up she said, "No, I dont blame you. Dont cry okay. Dont worry lah, i will work with you again one."
the people that i was so quick to judge when school first started have grown to become people i love and can call my friends. and no lousy OP can make me feel down about that.
we did what we could you guys, and that's all that matters(: love.
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