as told by.
Thursday, June 14 @ 8:42 PM
swallow me whole cos i dont want to be feeling this way;
today sucked major. i woke up thinking to myself "hell yeah, today is the day i hang out with my mom, get some gifts and also a nice new haircut." but did i get to do all of that? ofcourse not, which is precisely why today sucked major. i felt super dee nauseus in the morning. i decided to force it out of me cos i figured it'd make me feel alot better. but considering i didnt eat anything the day before, all that came out were the gastric juices. it did feel alot better, that is until i ate breakfast. that was when the shit and vomit manifest started. i actually lost count how many freaking times i went to the toilet either to shit or to vomit.
i was as good as being dead the entire day. i lay in bed most of the time im not in the toilet. i gave in and finally let my mom drag me down to go to the doctor. here's the diagnosis:-
i have fever. 39.4degress. doctor said i have to monitor it just in case it stays at that temperature or higher over the next few days. if it does, (touch wood) i have to go and have a blood test taken for dengue. and nooooo i do not want dengue. also i have these rashes, which i dont know came from where. its caused by some chemical that circulates my bloodline and causes really huge rashes that itch like!#$$*&^(($&^!!. doctor said i have to make sure i dont scratch cos it'll only secrete more of the damn chemical and if it spreads to my throat area, it could be fatal. and noooo i do not want to die.
i need a hug really badly.
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