as told by.
Thursday, April 26 @ 11:24 PM
inspi(RED);
i've been so excited the entire day knowing that tomorrow i'll be in the arms of my (botak) boyfriend. but my heart was crushed when he told me earlier in the day that he reported sick, being down with fever and having his throat swollen. more than likely, i won't be able to meet him tomorrow. but im hoping for the best definitely (: yes, i miss him like crazy and more than anything, i want to see him but his health matters too and i'd rather have him rest at home than feel horrible with me.
i caught Idol Gives Back today. i watched it twice back to back. both times i shed tears and i found myself wishing every tear that trickled down my cheek would have some kind of value to it so that some way or another i would have contributed to help those unfortunate. it doesn't make any sense how millions of dollars have been raised and yet improvements have not been made. there were pictures shown on how the hurricane Katrina had devastated parts of America and now, two years later, most of the families are STILL living in trailers and their neighbourhods are STILL shattered and destroyed along with their dreams of ever living a normal life again. what then has the money been used for?
i truly admire the children in Africa for they can still smile and find joy and comfort in each other when really, they have so little to be happy about. most without food, shelter, money, or worse, parents. little things we take for granted here, are luxuries to them. when the African Children Choir performed with Josh Groban, it was one of the most heart-warming performances i've ever seen in my life. the kids were grinning from ear to ear and i bet being there would be the highlight of their lives.
i miss Azfar. and im going to miss my brother. why? why National Service? ahahahaahahahha my brother trusts me with his Zippo, named Zeus (???). im honoured. i love my brother.
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