as told by.



Tuesday, December 26 @ 4:39 PM

& when it's all said and done

last night, my tears resembled the rain.
im no longer your little toy, mister.
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What is your name?: Nuruljannah Binte Salleh
Are you named after anyone?: nope, dont think so
What's your screename?: screename?
Would you name a child of yours after you?: EEE NO. how weird will that be, calling myself
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: hmm lets see. something that starts with 'j'? Jamal? erks haha!
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: err, Azlin? sweet, no?
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: ugh, all the time.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: no, never! wait, i'll think about it.
Basics
Your gender:: Femme fatale
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight thank you, with slight lesbian tendencies (:
Single?: even i dont know
If not, do you want to be?: not really
Birthdate:: 1st Oct
Your age:: sweet 16
Age you act:: i act my age. ok, maybe 8.
Age you wish you were:: im happy where i am
Your height:: 163cm, the last time i checked
Eye color:: a little brown?
Happy with it?: sure, why not.
Hair color:: a little reddish brown
Happy with it?: teachers should stop accusing me of dying my hair, i DIDNT
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your living arrangement:: mom + dad
Your family:: dearest parents and big [protective] brother <3
Have any pets?: nah. i have NO sense of responsibility
Whats your job?: unpaid student. paid barista. woots (:
Piercings?: total 3, on my ears.
Tattoos?: nahh, markers dont count right
Obsessions?: family, dance, music, clothes and stuff
Addictions?: im good
Do you speak another language?: besides malay, a little bit of nonsense
Have a favorite quote?: reading is fun? lol
Do you have a webpage?: friendster can? heh
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: i dwell on the past, worry and fear about the future
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on my mood
Do you have any secrets?: sure, doesnt everybody?
Do you hate yourself?: sometimes yeah
Do you like your handwriting?: love it <3
Do you have any bad habits?: nail-biting, coming late, being lazy and slacking
What is the compliment you get from most people?: heh dont want say. paiseh la -.-
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: "DONT watch this shit"
What's your biggest fear?: failing my parents
Can you sing?: i was from choir. haha
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: everbody went thru that some time, but im mostly myself now
Are you a loner?: no, i want to be sometimes
What are your ..1 priorities in life?: for now, school. eee so sad
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: i'd love me! heh right
Are you a daredevil?: no, i need to change that
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: yes. i wont say though -ziiipp-
Are you passive or agressive?: a little bit of both
Do you have a journal?: diary yes, collecting dust somewhere
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: strength- acceptance. weakness- emotional
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: sooo many
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: nope, not at all
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: of course
Do you think life has been good so far?: im content and thankful
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: urgency, good habits.
What do you like the most about your body?: my fingers
And least?: the flab that i call my stomach
Do you think you are good looking?: average i guess
Are you confident?: that depends
What is the fictional character you are most like?: i have no idea
Are you perceived wrongly?: am i? mm
Do You...
Smoke?: nope
Do drugs?: nah
Read the newspaper?: the comics section
Pray?: touchy subject
Go to church/mosque?: not really
Talk to strangers who IM you?: not all the time
Sleep with stuffed animals?: my lifeless kitty
Take walks in the rain?: not because i want to
Talk to people even though you hate them?: yes, when im happy
Drive?: can i please
Like to drive fast?: i want to try!
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: i sound like a kid. ergh
Hurt yourself?: never, i love me
Been out of the country?: defnitely
Eaten something that made other people sick?: yucks no
Been in love?: uhuh
Done drugs?: no, never will
Gone skinny dipping?: heehee no (:
Had a medical emergency?: my poor elbow cracked in pri4
Had surgery?: didnt have to
Ran away from home?: nope. thought about it, yes
Played strip poker?: i dont know how. heh
Gotten beaten up?: No
Beaten someone up?: right, i'll feel more pain i bet
Been picked on?: YES
Been on stage?: love love love the attention
Slept outdoors?: aahh yes, hello mosquito bites
Thought about suicide?: think, yes. consider, no
Pulled an all nighter?: cannot make it
If yes, what is your record?: NO
Gone one day without food?: fasting month laa
Talked on the phone all night?: yerp (:
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: brother and father can?
Slept all day?: yes, but get migraines though
Killed someone?: imagined only
Made out with a stranger?: no
Had sex with a stranger?: hell no
Thought you're going crazy?: during sleepless nights
Kissed the same sex?: yesh
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: noooo
Been betrayed?: sadly, yes. it hurts
Had a dream that came true?: i wouldnt remember
Broken the law?: many times.
Met a famous person?: Spore actors i dont consider famous. except Taufik (: and Hady (:
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: never ever
On purpose?: ants only
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: if swore then i dont think so
Stolen anything?: nothing big
Been on radio/tv?: yes o.O
Been in a mosh-pit?: im too scared. lol
Had a nervous breakdown?: no. just really emotional
Bungee jumped?: i want to try pleaaaase! (:
Had a dream that kept coming back?: YES! freaky stuffs
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: like aliens? haha no
Miracles?: i hope for miracles
Astrology?: boring only
Magic?: i think its cool
God?: yes
Satan?: yes
Santa?: nooo my flat no chimneys, dang. lol
Ghosts?: terrified of them ):
Luck?: yes i do
Love at first sight?: not love, LUST (:(:
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: nopes
Witches?: i used to, when i was 8 -.-
Easter Bunny?: nah
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: its very much possible, ofcourse!
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: no, but it sounds awesome (:
Do you wish on stars?: alamak. i do :/
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yerp
Do you think God has a gender?: i dont
Do you believe in organized religion?: im in one right?! i dont know eh
Where do you think we go when we die?: wherever we deserve to go
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yeah
Who is your best friend?: best friends: Hiqmah, Zihui, Iylia <3
who's the one person that knows most about you?: prob Zihui, i share ALOT with her
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: Iylia and Hiqmah gives the best advice
Your favourite inside joke?: nyaaaah. too long a list
Thing you're picked on most about?: my voice! blearghh haha
Who's your longest known friend?: Nur Atiqah. known her my whole life
Newest?: Starbucks peeps! (:
Shyest?: my friends all tak tau malu. haha
Funniest?: argh i cant decide! they all make me happy (:
Sweetest?: Harith!! for doing up my blog for me. and Khai and Adib too <33
Closest?: Zihuiiii
Weirdest?: Iylia. lol
Smartest?: DUH, Hiqmah ler
Ditziest?: ME! (: but uhhh can say Zihui too. hah
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Farhanah & Ste. my SS Babes where are youuu
Last person you talked to online?: Mr Adib! haha <3
Who do you talk to most online?: easy, Adib. lol
Who are you on the phone with most?: Khai and Huihui
Who do you trust most?: my best friends. i trust them with my life okay
Who listens to your problems?: my best friends. Khai and Piak (:
Who do you fight most with?: Zihui. argue argue, then happy happy. haha..
Who's the nicest?: all of them are. that why they're my friends
Who's the most outgoing?: Iylia
Who's the best singer?: i am. lol noooo, i think Hiqmah
Who's on your shit-list?: huhuu that's a secret
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: disgusting!!
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: only after it all goes wrong
What do you find romantic?: effort. simplicity. random reminders that im loved
Turn-on?: guitar. sense of humour. talkative. listens. nice smile
Turn-off?: clingyness. jealousy. being all sloppy
First kiss?: heh wooo
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: sincerely touched but if he doesnt know when to back off then a little irritating
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out?: yes, i'd like that
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive?: yes, a very nice guy (:
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: maybe. lol
What is best about the opposite sex?: they know how to have a different kind of fun
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: i think.. insensitive? okay dont shoot me for being a little sexist now! hah
What's the last present someone gave you? a hug from Khai (:
Are you in love?: ahhh i am
Do you consider your significant other hot?: to me he is
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: lol no one!
You wanted to kill?: IYLIA. COME HOME NOOOWW!!
That you laughed at?: Adib. haha
That laughed at you?: Adib again. haha
That turned you on?: Channing Tatum, i was watching She's The Man on DVD
You went shopping with?: Hiqmah my lovely
That broke your heart?: he did it
To disappoint you?: him again
To ask you out?: Khai asked me follow check out some stuffs but its raaaaining
To make you cry?: ugh, its all him
To brighten up your day?: brother (:
That you thought about?: shhh. heehee
You saw a movie with?: The Holiday with Khai, Khalid, Nadia and a few other people i dont even know their names. haha
You talked to on the phone?: Khai
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: AAAAdib
You saw?: my mommy, at home with me
You lost?: no one recently. in terms of death i mean
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: nahh, rain = stay in
Will it be with your significant other?: tomorrow okay
Or some random person?: tomorrow tomorrow
What are you wearing right now?: sweater and shorts
Body part you're touching right now: nose, itchy la. lol
What are you worried about right now?: later
What book are you reading?: uhh my barista learning journey guidebook?
What's on your mousepad?: dont have one
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: worried, sleepy, hungry, cold, restless
Are you bored?: desperately
Are you tired?: yerp yerp
Are you talking to anyone online?: no, appearing offline
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: not at this moment
Are you lonely or content?: Lonely
Are you listening to music?: keep holding on (if you're reading this, you're prob listening to it too. lol)
im bored. can you tell?


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