as told by.
Monday, December 18 @ 9:30 PM
it took every emotion in me to decide that it all should end. i cant turn back now, i made my decision. and turning back will only mean that i lost. i lost then and im losing now. so, no. i know that it'll take time to let go because i never wanted things to be the way it is. but i know my actions proved otherwise. all the while, i knew but pretended not to. it was my fault to begin with and its time i backed out. so somewhere out there, someone else would be able to treat him and be able to love him the way i never i could. on the brightside, heck im only 16. bring on the others! (:
i INSANELY miss iylia.
